Tag: Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder
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Memories…
* I remember my entire life being told what I was feeling and the reasons why I was doing things. My protests of correction fell on deaf ears, and of course their reasons never had anything to do with my neurodivergency. It was always due to my assumed intentional laziness or disrespect. Spoiler alert: I’m…
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“Conversations” with my neurologist…
So on Tuesday I had a 24 hour EEG put in place and had it removed Wednesday. Today was the follow up visit where we would discuss the results. Here is, in a nutshell, how that appointment went… Me: Hi Dr: Hi, how are you? Me: I’m you know doi- Dr (abruptly): your EEG is…
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Famous Visionaries
Abraham Lincoln was known to be melancholy, yet he ended slavery.He was murdered at 56 years. The meaning of the name is “father of multitudes” or “father of a nation.” Albert Einstein was on the autism spectrum, most likely Aspergers, and suffered a multitude of chronic health issues of the digestive system, liver, stomach ulcer,…
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Narcissistic mothers get promoted to Mimi’sCause that’s the only person they truly care about.It’s always about how they are affectedEven when they have no part in the battleJust hope nothing bad happens to youThey will bask in and milk the attention.Might even get butt hurt if you don’t dieBecause they want all the love and…
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Trauma bonded to the devil
My parents sold my soul to the devilWhen they they baptized me as Leah RaeBy putting my life in the hands of GodThey unknowingly sealed my fate.Or maybe my mom did know what she was doingBecause she promised him her first born sonDanielle John was supposed to be my nameThat they would raise to be…
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Life is a blessing
Life is a blessingDeath is a curseThis planet used to be known asHeaven on earthBut nowadays it seems likeWe’re living in HellSo many souls lostTo the demons that dwellCamped out in every cornerTrauma lurks nearReady for it’s next attackTrying to suffocateYou with your fearIt leaves disastrous scarsBoth visible and unseenReeking havoc along it’s pathOf destruction…
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Diaries of an empath,
Diaries of an empathMusings of an epilepticThe story of a wounded warriorHealing better than expected. Reclaiming her inner peaceFiguring out the way her arrow pointsThe journey of a survivorTaking every punch life throws at her. She knows she’ll survive each passing blowCause she’s seen how her story should endIt’s not going according to plansThough this…
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Tick tock tick tock…
Another night desiring slumberKept awake by the monstersThat lurk in my mindFilling my domainWith fears of dyingAnd not getting toSee my daughter live.I am on a healing journeyBut the pulsing in my headTells me I’m running out of timeThe epileptic part of my damaged brainIs looking like it will be my demise My brain is…
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Conversations in my house are not conversations…
This “conversation” just took place with my motherHer: I found your red onions(I was looking for them the other day and asked her if she knew where they were, and yeah I got a little spun up cause my stuff is always disappearing).Me: oh thanks! Are they still good?Her: ummm I think soMe: where were…
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List of diagnosed badges
The list of diagnosed badges she holds her head up and wears like the warrior she is: HEDS – Hypermobile Ehler’s Danlos Syndrome POTS – Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome NMH – Neurally Mediated Hypotension Raynauds Phenomenon Fibromyalgia CF/ME Chronic Fatigue/ Myalgic Encephalomyelitis (a.k.a = Post Viral Syndrome) SIBO – Small Intestine Bacteria Overgrowth ADHD –…
