Tag: chronic illness warrior
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Deciphering the Dreams of a Traumatized Mind…
I just woke up from the weirdest fucking dream, lol, and now I’m going to decipher it… “The bad memories haunt your dream world and stir up nightmares…” ~ Leah Rae The majority of it was my mom disagreeing with and getting frustrated with everything that came out of my mouth, which is par for…
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Why demand a disabled person jump through hoops and hurdles America?! Your system is fucked…
I wish the government would recognize the fact that me having panic attacks over, having to fill some forms out, might signal that I’m not well mentally, and probably not gonna be the best candidate for holding a job.  I applied for disability, because I am just that, I’m disabled. But I’m not disabled…
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Just a girl looking for her tribe…
It’s obvious I don’t have any friends or family that cares in real life by the number of people who checked in on me after I left an abusive relationship even though I have been the first one there to help pull people back up in the past. It’s obvious I don’t have any real…
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What would you tell them?
If you could go back in time, what would you tell your younger self about life, love, whatever the Hell you want to bring up? Now, really reach down deep and speak those words to your soul. Because your soul basically is your inner child, and todays expectations of adulthood are completely crushing the souls…
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Kundalini Awakening Shenanigans…
I reached my highest self last year. Cut out all processed foods and sugar from my diet, and awakened my senses. Purified my blood and started communicating with God. Learned the truth, and discovered my purpose. But the reason I say I reached my highest self was because without all of that toxic crap filtering…
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As children of God, we ARE God… it’s genetic.
Do you want to know why I have such an animosity about religion? Because people are celebrating and worshipping the fact that a supposed parent sacrificed their claimed only child by getting him hung on a cross for preaching word that not many people believed. And why did this supposed father do this? For his…
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The hardest battles are saved for the toughest warriors!
Albert Einstein was Autistic and he discovered everything was energy.Abraham Lincoln was depressed and he ended slavery.Charles Darwin had a number of mental and physical health issues and discovered evolution.Princess Diana had depression and bulimia and she was known to be full of heart and compassion.John Nash was schizophrenic and yet he helped father the…
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That misphonia life
Do you know what it’s like to live with misphonia? Do you want to? I wonder if you would even be able to imagine it. First off, What is misphonia exactly? according to Merriam-Webster is: “a condition in which one or more common sounds (such as the ticking of a clock, the hum of a…
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Childhood memories…
* I remember getting slapped across the face right outside my elementary school on more than one occasion, because I said something she didn’t like. Had to enter the building with a red hand print on my cheek and tears in my eyes, but no one asked me what happened. No one ever asked me…
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Memories…
* I remember my entire life being told what I was feeling and the reasons why I was doing things. My protests of correction fell on deaf ears, and of course their reasons never had anything to do with my neurodivergency. It was always due to my assumed intentional laziness or disrespect. Spoiler alert: I’m…
Diaries of an Empath 