Category: story time
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Deciphering the Dreams of a Traumatized Mind…
I just woke up from the weirdest fucking dream, lol, and now I’m going to decipher it… “The bad memories haunt your dream world and stir up nightmares…” ~ Leah Rae The majority of it was my mom disagreeing with and getting frustrated with everything that came out of my mouth, which is par for…
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Why demand a disabled person jump through hoops and hurdles America?! Your system is fucked…
I wish the government would recognize the fact that me having panic attacks over, having to fill some forms out, might signal that I’m not well mentally, and probably not gonna be the best candidate for holding a job.  I applied for disability, because I am just that, I’m disabled. But I’m not disabled…
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Kundalini Awakening Shenanigans…
I reached my highest self last year. Cut out all processed foods and sugar from my diet, and awakened my senses. Purified my blood and started communicating with God. Learned the truth, and discovered my purpose. But the reason I say I reached my highest self was because without all of that toxic crap filtering…
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As children of God, we ARE God… it’s genetic.
Do you want to know why I have such an animosity about religion? Because people are celebrating and worshipping the fact that a supposed parent sacrificed their claimed only child by getting him hung on a cross for preaching word that not many people believed. And why did this supposed father do this? For his…
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What’s in a word?
If man = person (universal term) and woman = wifman (wife of man) then theoretically doesn’t that make us all men until we’re married? And yet we all start out as female in the womb… plus mother, father, brother, end in the feminine “her” meaning we’re all female too. And Human = hue (color) +…
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Everyone’s at least a little gay…
Every human is 50% male and 50% female, no matter what chromosomes you get or what your genitalia looks like. In reality everyone is bisexual, because we are literally the combination of two sexes. That being said, in theory it would appear safe to say that every human is gay. Even the ones that identify…
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That misphonia life
Do you know what it’s like to live with misphonia? Do you want to? I wonder if you would even be able to imagine it. First off, What is misphonia exactly? according to Merriam-Webster is: “a condition in which one or more common sounds (such as the ticking of a clock, the hum of a…
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Childhood memories…
* I remember getting slapped across the face right outside my elementary school on more than one occasion, because I said something she didn’t like. Had to enter the building with a red hand print on my cheek and tears in my eyes, but no one asked me what happened. No one ever asked me…
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Memories…
* I remember my entire life being told what I was feeling and the reasons why I was doing things. My protests of correction fell on deaf ears, and of course their reasons never had anything to do with my neurodivergency. It was always due to my assumed intentional laziness or disrespect. Spoiler alert: I’m…
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“Conversations” with my neurologist…
So on Tuesday I had a 24 hour EEG put in place and had it removed Wednesday. Today was the follow up visit where we would discuss the results. Here is, in a nutshell, how that appointment went… Me: Hi Dr: Hi, how are you? Me: I’m you know doi- Dr (abruptly): your EEG is…
Diaries of an Empath 