Tag: chronic stress
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Why demand a disabled person jump through hoops and hurdles America?! Your system is fucked…
I wish the government would recognize the fact that me having panic attacks over, having to fill some forms out, might signal that I’m not well mentally, and probably not gonna be the best candidate for holding a job.  I applied for disability, because I am just that, I’m disabled. But I’m not disabled…
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Just a girl looking for her tribe…
It’s obvious I don’t have any friends or family that cares in real life by the number of people who checked in on me after I left an abusive relationship even though I have been the first one there to help pull people back up in the past. It’s obvious I don’t have any real…
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What would you tell them?
If you could go back in time, what would you tell your younger self about life, love, whatever the Hell you want to bring up? Now, really reach down deep and speak those words to your soul. Because your soul basically is your inner child, and todays expectations of adulthood are completely crushing the souls…
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Kundalini Awakening Shenanigans…
I reached my highest self last year. Cut out all processed foods and sugar from my diet, and awakened my senses. Purified my blood and started communicating with God. Learned the truth, and discovered my purpose. But the reason I say I reached my highest self was because without all of that toxic crap filtering…
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As children of God, we ARE God… it’s genetic.
Do you want to know why I have such an animosity about religion? Because people are celebrating and worshipping the fact that a supposed parent sacrificed their claimed only child by getting him hung on a cross for preaching word that not many people believed. And why did this supposed father do this? For his…
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Memories…
* I remember my entire life being told what I was feeling and the reasons why I was doing things. My protests of correction fell on deaf ears, and of course their reasons never had anything to do with my neurodivergency. It was always due to my assumed intentional laziness or disrespect. Spoiler alert: I’m…
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Trauma bonded to the devil
My parents sold my soul to the devilWhen they they baptized me as Leah RaeBy putting my life in the hands of GodThey unknowingly sealed my fate.Or maybe my mom did know what she was doingBecause she promised him her first born sonDanielle John was supposed to be my nameThat they would raise to be…
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The Chaos That Is Living With Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.
Chronic stress is damaging to the brain. Living with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder is the epitome of chronic stress. It’s also exhausting and debilitating. It’s depressing and it’s currently the daily bane of my existence. Nothing is ever easy for me so of course my PTSD is of the complex kind. I am literally reliving…
Diaries of an Empath 