Kundalini Awakening Shenanigans…

I reached my highest self last year. Cut out all processed foods and sugar from my diet, and awakened my senses. Purified my blood and started communicating with God. Learned the truth, and discovered my purpose. But the reason I say I reached my highest self was because without all of that toxic crap filtering through my mind and body, I legit felt like I was high on THC all of the time. I was dissociated and overstimulated constantly.

I’m back to eating some processed stuff because this world is entirely too overstimulating where I live to not be on it, but I try to limit it most days. But my senses are still awakened, and I still see the truth. I see the demon in everyone, so many lost souls. I sense the hurt in everyone. So much healing to be done. Hell even I’m not completely healed, and I may never be completely healed because trauma is lurking in every corner. But I’m much better off than I was when I was being controlled by fear.

Message me if you want to heal, or just need someone to talk to. I want friendship and connection,not money or “followers. I want conversations, not just reactions. I want to get people thinking out side of the box, not just throwing the Bible at me.

The Bible is a book. Fictional stories written by a man. A bitter narcissist jealous of his sister’s pride and intelligence. His name? Joshua, or Yeshua, or Jesus. His soul identity? Mars, God of War. I know this because I am his alter ego Venus, Goddess of love. A reincarnation of Eve, if you will. A human embodiment of “God”, here to spread love and healing so good can win over evil. A WRITER trying to RIGHT history and make the world a better place. To free lost souls by correcting misinformation. To cut down on bad influences. To expose the truth about A LOT of things, and it was all figured it all out from personal lived experiences. Not just because “something or someone told me so.”

2 responses to “Kundalini Awakening Shenanigans…”

  1. For me, reaching my “highest self” is about my capacity to love without conditions and I will always need to learn more and keep trying. I do see how detoxifying your body helps one reach deeper states of meditation. I also relate to the difficulty with organized religion. It is incredibly frustrating to converse with someone who believes you are evil or touched by demons therefore is trying to convert you as opposed to listening. I grew up extremely confused over whether I was blessed or demonic because each denomination I attended had a different opinion on it. Their thoughts did not affect whether I saw/felt things which led me to understand that the ability itself is not good or evil, it is how/what you do with it. My take anyway. 🙂

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    1. I understand this completely. I’ve always loved without conditions and it got me walked all over like an abused doormat. But I refer to my conditions as personal boundaries now and I’m much better because of it. I’m learning to give myself the love I’ve always been looking for from someone else. Everyone judges me because I’m a lot to handle. I have all of these diagnoses but I look perfectly healthy, so they just ignore me to my face unless they are looking to talk to someone, but the same courtesy is not reciprocated. They think I’m evil because I demonize Jesus and religion as a whole, but they don’t know the truth.

      Thank you for your comment. Everyone has “abilities” most people just use them for there own benefit. Which to me is a trait that belongs in the evil column.

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