My parents sold my soul to the devil
When they they baptized me as Leah Rae
By putting my life in the hands of God
They unknowingly sealed my fate.
Or maybe my mom did know what she was doing
Because she promised him her first born son
Danielle John was supposed to be my name
That they would raise to be a hardworking man.
But instead I was born with a vagina
And big bright and bold blue eyes
As soon as I was cut out from my mom
I opened them up real wide.
I have been taking in every single thing
From the minute I was born.
Every terrifying soulless existence
In every vapid eye.
Leah means delicate and Rae means ewe
So in other words a fragile sheep in the eyes of God.
But spiritually I’m destined to be creative, intelligent, and strong.
Intuitive, nurturing, and caring,
the true definition of a mother.
I denounced my Catholicism at 17
Much the disappointment of my Angel of a mother
God’s been trying to take me ever since.
So she can keep her place in heaven.
I connected with the real god
The spirit of Mother Nature
Listening to the wind whispering secrets
And allowing my body to point out the problems
But little do they understand I grew up wanting to die
Feeling so different and so unloved
Each new attempt he takes to try and claim my life
Strengthen my desire to live.
But my toxic and negative environment is slowly killing me and my daughter.
They’re teaching her how to be a selfish and oblivious
The more I heal the more I realize
Life is a blessing and death is a curse.
A stolen opportunity to achieve your full life’s purpose.
And I’m holding on as best as I can
Cause I know how my story is supposed to end
And so do my narcissistic mother and father
They want the pity they’ll get from losing me
And say it was all part of “god’s plan”
But Our father who art in heaven
Hallowed be thy name
Is a jealous narcissitstic asshole
Trying to obliterate woman hood
And turn everyone into living breathing working zombies
By worshiping our father and doing things “by the book”
We are destroying the soul of our mother
The true creator of life on earth
Cause women were the only ones blessed with a womb
Men naturally lack emotional IQ and the ability to care for anyone else
But through evolution and genetic mutations
The roles are getting reversed and
People are loosing emotional IQ for to anyone but them selves.
What’s causing the mutations is changes to the brain
Everything new thing your taught and experience
Can potentially leave a lasting impression.
Those changes are then passed on by
Procreating with unhealed genetics.
All I’m trying to do is get people to admit their faults
And start to clear your mind
Of all the trauma you’ve been trough
Rewire your brains to be more kind.
Clear the toxins out of your mind, body, and blood.
Reawaken your lost soul.
Do what makes you happy, find your true identity
We all sent here with a story
Our pursuit for happiness
And a purpose we’re intended to achieve.
I purified my vessel of toxins
And opened my third eye wide
I uncovered my true identity
I am Leah Rae, blue eyed angel daughter of the devil
And I’m here with a message from God.