Another night desiring slumber
Kept awake by the monsters
That lurk in my mind
Filling my domain
With fears of dying
And not getting to
See my daughter live.
I am on a healing journey
But the pulsing in my head
Tells me I’m running out of time
The epileptic part of my damaged brain
Is looking like it will be my demise

My brain is telling me to say I am God,
But my heart knows that isn’t true
I am but a mere mortal human
With the same issues as each one of you.

But if Sheryl Crowe was right
And God is one of us,
My God doesn’t want to be worshipped and obeyed
But rather loved and adored
Welcome them in to your hearts
Mother Nature and Father Time
Terra or Gaia, and Saturnalia
Are the true creators of heaven and earth.

Life is the story of evolution
What happens naturally over time
Humanity is a competition of good vs evil
And right now evil is taking the world by storm.
So many lost vapid soulless eyes
Chilling me to my core
Reminding me that death is near
And at any minute could come knocking on our doors.

I’ve beat death twice already
The devil keeps trying to take me out
But I am strong, and super resilient
So he’s going to have to try harder than that.
I will no longer let fear hold me back
From going for what I deserve
Forget what’s good, I’m in it for what’s right.
Revenge is the dish I’m looking to serve

I feel like a real life Peter Pan
A child spirit for life.
Looking to battle the Hooks of Capitalism and greed
Hoping to keep true love alive.