Tag: spiritual awakening
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Memories…
* I remember my entire life being told what I was feeling and the reasons why I was doing things. My protests of correction fell on deaf ears, and of course their reasons never had anything to do with my neurodivergency. It was always due to my assumed intentional laziness or disrespect. Spoiler alert: I’m…
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Famous Visionaries
Abraham Lincoln was known to be melancholy, yet he ended slavery.He was murdered at 56 years. The meaning of the name is “father of multitudes” or “father of a nation.” Albert Einstein was on the autism spectrum, most likely Aspergers, and suffered a multitude of chronic health issues of the digestive system, liver, stomach ulcer,…
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Narcissistic mothers get promoted to Mimi’sCause that’s the only person they truly care about.It’s always about how they are affectedEven when they have no part in the battleJust hope nothing bad happens to youThey will bask in and milk the attention.Might even get butt hurt if you don’t dieBecause they want all the love and…
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Trauma bonded to the devil
My parents sold my soul to the devilWhen they they baptized me as Leah RaeBy putting my life in the hands of GodThey unknowingly sealed my fate.Or maybe my mom did know what she was doingBecause she promised him her first born sonDanielle John was supposed to be my nameThat they would raise to be…
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Life is a blessing
Life is a blessingDeath is a curseThis planet used to be known asHeaven on earthBut nowadays it seems likeWe’re living in HellSo many souls lostTo the demons that dwellCamped out in every cornerTrauma lurks nearReady for it’s next attackTrying to suffocateYou with your fearIt leaves disastrous scarsBoth visible and unseenReeking havoc along it’s pathOf destruction…
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Diaries of an empath,
Diaries of an empathMusings of an epilepticThe story of a wounded warriorHealing better than expected. Reclaiming her inner peaceFiguring out the way her arrow pointsThe journey of a survivorTaking every punch life throws at her. She knows she’ll survive each passing blowCause she’s seen how her story should endIt’s not going according to plansThough this…
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Tick tock tick tock…
Another night desiring slumberKept awake by the monstersThat lurk in my mindFilling my domainWith fears of dyingAnd not getting toSee my daughter live.I am on a healing journeyBut the pulsing in my headTells me I’m running out of timeThe epileptic part of my damaged brainIs looking like it will be my demise My brain is…
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What is the one question to identify a narcissist?
“To what extent do you agree to this statement: I am a narcissist?” My answer: I often find myself overthinking and wondering if I actually am a narcissist because I constantly get shamed for having needs. But my needs are natural. Food, water, air, sleep, peace, and love. Shelter is on the list too but…
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List of diagnosed badges
The list of diagnosed badges she holds her head up and wears like the warrior she is: And she’s a Narcissistic Abuse Survivor… But at least she’s a survivor, and not a statistic. 👍🏼
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Introduction
Hi. I’m Leah. I‘m on a health journey in search of my enlightenment. My soul is done being stuck on this hell on earth and I want to be able to finally rest in paradise when this body gives out. This body is pretty sick and full of malfunctions, so who knows how much longer…